When I say I'm tired it doesn't mean I am giving up
When I say I'm tired, it doesn't mean I am giving up. I just feel so exhausted in everything, that no matter how many times I force myself to get up, I still end up feeling completely wear out. I've been thinking about my life and it's a shame on me seeing myself helplessly not progressing. I can't even make myself proud.
When I say I'm tired, I want people to understand me. I want them to appreciate me even though I will never be enough to impress them. I want them to give me silence for awhile or simply leave me alone. I never want to quit, but at least give me a time to rest from this tiredness.
I may have failed so many times, but I am working hard to make myself better. I'm tired proving myself to anyone. But I wish they know that before they become disppointed with me, I've already been disappointed with myself for a long time.