D E P R E S S I O N
Why do it feels so heavy again lately? I keep trying to distract myself just so I could escape from this sadness, but it seems to me like I'm drowning deeper in despair. I wish I could express the right words for this kind of feeling, but I guess no words can ever describe it. Even if I say, I feel so empty or sometimes I feel lonely, it's just not enough. It weighs down my heart and soul.
I wish I could figure out how to be strong in this situation. Because the truth is, most of the time, I feel like giving up on myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just disappear. Sometimes, I'm too tired of everything that I think about running away. Is there any way to remain strong while I'm watching myself falling apart?
People say that there are so many reasons to be happy, but here I am, confused about what they say. Because sadness have stayed way too long in my heart that I can no longer remember how it feels like to be happy.