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Originally Posted by pop
Thanks for your post Ladybbird, I'll let it sink in before answering properly.
But abit off topic, With my dreams or could just be thoughts like before signing on here today I was thinking about this post,,,, and what happened a PM from you about it??? But I have acted apon a few dreams when I see someone in trouble or just about to be hurt in someway, I will ring them and have a chat with the person. My Daughter is harder since she won't speak to me anymore, I have had gotten mum to ring her and see if she is ok and tell her that I have told you (mum) to give you a ring and see how you are has you came across in his dream last night caught in a situation where you looked uneasy or needing help, so he just wants to know if your OK. Thats all that needs to be said as then its in here head to be carefulll.
I also was at mums the other day and took two beers over and she said you shouldn't drink and drive what if you get caught? I said Mum I live on a higher plain than you, as she understands all this, and I know I will be safe getting home, I now when not to do somethings and when to do other things. Its all just natural to me. Being able to see aruars around people and whilst driving along I can feel if I need to slow down if speeding, miles from a speed trap and things like that. I don't think of it as a "GIFT" but just a normal ability I have and forget others don't which is why I hate large family gatherings as I don't speak on their level, so I just shut up and listen to bulldust....LOL
So with Bluerose's app. at 3.15 doesn't mean change it, its just to be carefull and have you eyes open, instead of in a daydream state driving along or have some"eyes" in the back of your head, so to speak.
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Thank you for your courage in posting what you are going through.
pop it is NOT you that has any problem. It is tough, but you do have
a GIFT, that makes it very hard to deal with and appear and act normally with other people that do not understand it.
Years ago I had a similar "gift", that was so strong that I couldnt even look or touch other people, or even look at a house, without knowing what was happening to those people and within their lives.
I simply could not handle that "gift", and the power it gave me. So I eventually went to a
specialist Priest and had it blessed out of me. Life since then has relieved the pressure I had to live with.
However since my car accident a few years ago, when I fractured my skull, developed a hematoma & lost my memory for a year, the "gift" came back. I refused to accept it,, you know why pop? Because I was so wise that my brain was at its "weakest point", I knew that Satan could take control of it.
What many learned psychiatrists know is that many patients under their care are not "crazy"...the devil takes control of any persons' brain, if that brain is weak, sick. or the person is suffering a depressive illness, or under the influence of drugs or alcohol. their brain is in a weakened state.
So many serials killers in history, in the world, in
any country, never had a good solid kind upbringing, that their brains became "warped"
Forget all the crazy movies about "a portal" may be opened by devil worshippers, that is chit.
So no matter how many beers you have, before you pass out, or go to sleep, every night, just do a little prayer, even if you are a non believer, and thank & ask God to help and protect you and yours...simple as that. (Actually ask the non believers that survived a plane crash what did they do, and 100% of all of them said they started praying!)
But please remember, always, that normally in life one's Mother is the best friend you will ever have, & also without her you would actually never exist in this life.
I remember years ago my very very wise Mum telling me " trust no one but yourself"....as I have found out...she was always right!
It is called wisdom, as we all gain in years, not from books
I know many other people are reading this thread, but are nervous about posting their feelings and experiences, but trust me please, one or two staff members also feel the same way.
LBB
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